bye bye

:: thousand dreams, one team ::

i am murdered.

the cry on my face as u know that i need you.

salam semua. just to tell everybody that 'saya telah dipecat'
i was fired, was humiliated, was unappreciated, was died.

ainnabila is no longer ainnabila. she had lost her passionate, her heart and her evrything.

"saya tidak akan meletakkan sesiapa di tempat saya untuk menjadikan dia berfikiran seperti saya,enough if u can knoe how was the feel. "

alkisah pada malam lara itu:
we were gathered at d scul hall foe the meeting.. nobody knows what will happen until the word 'tarnsformation' ultered by our madam azizah.. Me? atm, i feel like satisfied on everytg that she babbled us as all them are really2 true. yah, i admitted that all.
suddenly, evrytg turns cattled.
'kita mesti tukar ainnabila' said my madam.

atm back, i feel like fainted, the tears have no end, sebak mungkin. no words ultered from me, it just that my heart was not like a heart anymore, it was more to a caburatorrrr...
it beats like it was the last hour of beating.

seperti tiada esok.

my bestfriend was cooling me down as everybody was injected with unconditionally emotion.
terkejut amat mungkin.

i dont really know how they felt, but me atm, saya rasa seperti
'this is my end of world..'

i cant recall what had actually happened in the hall when the reposition took place. nobody was willingly to replace me. i am sure bout that, but the replacement had happened, and there was no turning back.

then ..
saya pergi ke bilik kaunseling, purposing on to have some words from mrs caunselor.. i ve cried all time along there, upsetly, i felf lost, i felt like

THIS STRONG AINNABILA HAVE LOST HER STRENGHT..

THIS GOOD AINNABILA HAVE LOST HER COMPLEXION,

HER GUIDER,

HER ENZYME,

and..

HER LIFE..

Dear my all ; VISIONERA..

tiada bintang,

dapat menerangkan

hati yang telah dicelah

bagaiku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri..

terima kasih untuk semua yang anda berikan pada saya, i just cant repay evrything.. terlalu banyak yang saya belajar dari visionera,, harga hidup yang tak dapat dibayar,,life's experience that i can buy nowhere,,

siapa saya hari ini adalah apa yang saya belajar dari visionera semalam.

i developed myself from the inspiration of visionera.

visionera had tought me how life really is.

it's about to learn, improve, and considering..

human is not perfect, that's why we need to match ourselves.

friendship is the answer.

love conquers almost everything.

saya menjadi manusia bersama anda..

my deepest gratitude for my visionera..

u are my reminiscense life..

my visionera is my irreplaceable.
they are my evryting.

goodbye my visionera.

happy farewell.

sorry that i am no longer ainnabila.

tales of love.

heyya all.

What you're gonna do when she turns around
And says you broke another heart that was broken down?

friends foe life,