017402HHHH (bukan number sebenar)

39.45s

wowww.

the longest conversation i ever had wif my beloved sista. huuhh!
naseb ko la adekk.. kenapa ko ta livin same home sweet home ngn aku. hah hah. me memang gile cronic benci phone calls neiyh. tapi memandangkan, it was a really long tyme ago since i last talk to her, so i forced myself too. i thinks, it was my first call this month, nevertheless, this year.

adek : aik,bukan ta suka fon ka?

aku : haizzzzz, aku fon ne sebab ingatkan ko la! (which i hv not figured it out)

tu la. malas sangat text me. i tote da balik sekolah dahh my sis tu. public fon kat sekola die kan semua ortodox sket. (so,aku tak hairanla dia tak text aku) wahh hah hah. aku tak sangka plak yang aku reti phone conversation ne. seingat aku, if a have to talk in phone before, habis sangat bunyi yang keluar macam 'uh','k','ye kot',tah'.. 'maybe'.. yang paling panjang pun waalaikumsalam. (sebab kalo nenek aku yang kol, dia mesti bagi salam!) lol. rindunye kat nenek.
*ada unsur hiperbola sedikit.

haha. lame jugak bonda(the name i call my nenek) tak call aku. which was the call, satu-satunya yang i tak boleh reject. mau mati kene lecture kalau aku reject call die. wah ha ha. bonda..bonda...

ouh, back to the story.

credit? haha, seyes wehhh, aku tak pernah berkira pasal credit fon ne. macam pakai family line plak. haha. takdela.. tapi im not kinda people yang sep pasal topap ne. normally, i ll token at least rm30 once. ye la, satu mesej pun da 7 cent now.. plus, bonda selalu masukkan money.(which i converted into top up card). haha.


i think it was a nice and loveable sister's talk between us. haha. serious nehhhh.
dear sis, thanks for 39.45s that u have spent foe me just now.(baik gilerr aku)haha.





"nab said : aku tetap tak akan suka phone calls"
sorry!

terjerit ketawa.

(")'""(") ZzZzZ
( - _ - ) dont be
(,,)(")(") bored!!
(")'""(") ????
( = . =) dont be
(,,)(")(") gon..
(")'""(") #$%@
( T : T) dont be
(,,)(")(") sad!!
(")'""(") ****
( ' ; ' ) must be
(,,)(")(") CUTE!!
(")'""(") ^^^^
( ^ ; ^ ) and must be
(,,)(")(") HAPPY!!




hah hah. a lil cute story. i never retarded of being thankful and appreciate other people as well tapi, kalo cengginilahh wish nye. :

aku gelakkk guling2 woi. haha

foe the related person, sorry yay,i dont intends to insult u dear, but please ! i m not that kinda cutie people yang akan 'Oh, how sweet!' bila dapat benda2 camni. lalala.

bt, its ohkayyyy. I love you to.

conversative conversation.

tadi, sorg x-student sekola aku ttba cntc aku balik. wahh ha. (rmi org syg aku taw!) huh.
kat bawah ne aku ceritakan seraba sedikit petikan story itu ye.

senior tersebut:
heyya my dearest lil sis nabila...
huhu...
skolah@saina cmna???
still oki n steady???
ttba jaa kak bee tingat nk tnya...
wuuuwuuwu..
skrg skol oliday kan??

aku menyebut:
hayy kak b!

huh. idup? fine lar.. btw, caya tak nabila mt? haha. tak percaya pun kena percaya la. tapi sumpah! tak giat pun. (muka seyes ne) wah haha. skola? fine2 je. ta kurang, lebih banyak! huhu. saina cantek dah sekarang. kakaka. banyak landscape bawu. almaklom dapat ongkos from d highway project. huh. visit us la. ah! aritu jumpa kak malia kat pusat dakwah. seyes ta kenai dia dah. changed abes. (: huh. kak b pont kalo jumpakk tah ta kenai dah! haha.

amcam skrg? bila nikah? ihikhik. ;-P

begitulahhh kisahnye pertemuan kembali aku ngn senior yg sygkan aku nehhh. (kitowg sama2 buat jahat dulu!) haks!

demikian berakhir.

mind it.

“There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these loveable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else.

Chuck Klosterman, in Killing Yourself To Live : 85% Of A True Story.

this is what i feel right now. who cares ryte? huh.

i wish i can say fuck you. fuck you, for you deserve every ounce of damnation that phrase carries. but how can i? not when i am refusing to let go. not the memories, not the feelings. they're all worth it. even the heartbreak that came with it. you were the one thing in my life that felt true; even though reality has proven to be the direct opposite. screw my delusional self.i refuse.

and i am still very much a heartbroken wreck.

chaet! i fuck u. A****. hell is foe u.

ko ingat ko super?

"I have scars on my hands from touching certain people"

J.D. Salinger.

serious weyyyy.

the entry above is fine to dedicated kepada manusia yang terasa. huh.

what actually happen?

what i can never forget was the soundtrack to the whole scene; there were always some the doors playing, the occasional bursts of mars volta, more often than not the kooks, something john mayer, ben harper or jack johnson. you would always get jealous when i insist on playing some stereophonics or the libertines or verve; you've always loathed my obsession towards kelly jones and pete doherty and richard ashcroft. we would always sing our hearts out to led zep and oasis and the cure; classics, those. or laugh at each other when we imitate architecture in helsinki or worse, CSS. we would always move our shoulders in the most retarded way upon some the go! team or shitdisco playing. you've always said i can do a mean impersonation of the raveonettes' sharin foo; with my stoic face and monotonic voice. what was funny was the fact that you adore having me sing some rilo kiley, but not anything by jenny lewis and the watson twins. like, hello? they're still jenny lewis' tunes, you egg. i love that we can sing along to jesus and mary chain and primal scream, word by word. i adore how you would immediately pop the bloc party cds into the player when it rains, because you know i love the quiet energy of their tunes. or probably some kings of convenience and the postal service, some iron and wine and m83; those were our music for rainy, mellow days. all the arguments of who's more eccentric between bjork and beck, jamiroquai and moby, regina spektor and imogen heap. or who has better pop; robyn or annie. or who's cooler between karen o and emily haines, because we can't seem to agree on whose music we love more, between metric and yeah yeah yeahs. how you say you love listening to me sing along to lykke li or pj harvey, because i sound exactly like those two. how you hate it when i put on some wolfmother, because you say they're just a poor imitation of ac/dc. i would always fuss when you do that nick cave voice of yours, it was so darn irritating! but i love listening to you singing along to the beach boys and the new york dolls; those were definitely your adorable moments. and when we were so stoned, it was always portishead. beth gibbons is totally the shit. or sigur ros, because heck, they're friggin sigur ros. you would always complain when i put on some trespassers william or mew or mogwai or explosions in the sky or slowdive or cocteau twins; you were always going, iqa, do you really want me to fall asleep while driving? and so i would always revert to the clash or joy division or pulp, because i know that would most certainly wake you up. i would get so amazed that you know the words to bikini kill and le tigre and bratmobile, i would never imagine someone like you to be so riot grrl. and radiohead. damn. you just don't like them, do you? you would never pass out on the chance to thrash talk thom yorke. and you were always going on and on about how i'm never gonna be like alanis morissette. i know that already, you pig. i'm not a wannabe, least of all.

got me ryte? thanks a lot.

yahhhhhhhhhhhh!

hi,selamat pagi peeps!
its not soooo early in da morning. but,ohkayy lar foe me yg jarang bangun pagi nehh. haha. btw, i baw lepas edited on pisc. sajer isi leasure tyme. (:

mishhh ya ketat2!

.alya.mira.shat.mon2.wanie.tirah.
dyedarling.soliey.ernie.am.makdoot.
honeyzatie.ummieaida.sofeya.atikahsaffi.fas.
pina..waniZ.mirazaker.izzati.shu.
dodocomel.diana.enott.azreen.yana.
apap.emon.tipah.perk.wan.syazana.
mimi.ayu.reena.bas.eara.paah.
amytummy.hassayang.ana.zayani.
miza.anis.hanz.tiqahbakhir.anith.
tikahrodzri.wani.zatbesi.shiera.
eliza.tasya.syaza.eika.yatt.malin.
ati.farah.thesoftwawa.dayah.umishafiqah.
saharah.pae.syara.pikah.wanifendi.liyana.
hasfifa.pinat.diyana.khayatun.
fatin.kyong.lina.ku.nadia.eilliya.


haisyyyyyyyy! rindu betul!

i will tell u the truth : this is my marriage.
so,what??!

takdelahhh..tapi macam tu lar lebih kurang. saia da banyak berubah afta married to visionera. betul.

kalaula saia tidak mengenali mereka.. i will not stand as siapa yang u all lihat saia hari ini.

esp in leadershiplarrr...
tanggungjawab paling besar yang i uphold it the batch. serious. foe me lahh. i learned a lot thing about life from this position.

"jika seseorang pemimpin itu, memimpin tanpa pengikut, dia ibarat keluar bersiar-siar"
setuju?

so.. sepanjang aku dengan visionera.. aku bukannya nak guna kuasa aku sangat.. tapi lebih kepada belajar daripada kuasa yang aku ada..
paling ketara bila newcomers masuk. freshie. bagi aku.. dorg ne mcm zero jugak la pasal hostel. so,at the moment.. aku bukan bertindak sebagai ketua foe them, but more to as a new friend.. but the truth is.. aku bukannya manusia yang friendly pun! betul. my close friends pun cakap they was impressed upon my friendly-ness! hahah! tapi..fortunately la.. if not, i wud remains as ainnabila b4. yang ta pernah pedulik orang laen. cukuplah sekadar berkawan dengan tujuh orang manusia,dan aku tetap aku yang snobbish! hahaha..

alhamdulillah..semuanya ada hikmah!

lagi? huh.. aku belajar that the followers is acely the friends!
bukan! sebaliknya.
the friends is acely the follower.
absolutely.

kita mesti be friends first before the friends itself layak dipanggil follower.
aaaaa... 2 am alredy. waktu study!


`to be continued.. nite all!

Salam sayang untuk kekecewaan. ;-(

helo : hai

assalamualaikum.

lama tak menjerit kat cine. actually,sangat sibuk lately.
study.study.study.

btw, aku bawu je kalah hk north zone. bahas.

SANGATTTTTTTTTTT SEDIHHHH!

kitowang kalah dengan SM Sultan Abdul Halim. Kekalahan yang jelas. mungkin sebab aku jue. aku sendiri pun tak berapa paham dengan usul : Ciptaan bahan api berasaskan tumbuh-tumbuhan membawa kesejahteraan kepada manusia.

huh!

so, as a menteri ketiga yang merapu-dana..aku tak nafikan yang aku dah gagal dengan sempurna.


hahaha.. ):

sedihla. sediiiiiiih!

dear sainareans;
gagap sekali tak bermakna gagal selamanya. i ve learn a lot from my mistakes. and the team alsa. we are all responsible foe that. saia da tiada airmata untuk ditangiskan buat kekecewaan yang kita kungsi bersama. ewahhhhhh!

saia akan menebusnya! percayalahh. wishh me all the best. c ya~